Grateful For Your Journey

The call of love My longing What is calling me, it sounds like love But is it though Something's missing, something that I know I need These walls are caving in, making me feel safe, my friend is sitting a little too close, pinning me still They have me tied, in their clutches, my wall and my friend they know what's best for me They aren't hurting me, they are saving me from the hurt. They are doing this for my own good Pinned me down, held me by the neck, air supply a little too low, and the noises a little too louder. I can hardly hear what's on the inside, I am safely tied here, and with whom my trust is safe. I need love, but what is it? What is love? Why do I keep yearning for something? Why do I keep mourning? I feel grief, all I feel is intense sadness.  I know I am safe, I am not getting hurt, then what is this pain, these bruises, Why am I trying to escape, why am I trying to run away, I am sorry my friend I need to go, but where, and why. We have been through ...

The wall I broke, the bones I shattered Made you angry, I know you are disappointed I know you aren't keeping well, I know I shouldn't have  I betrayed you, I know I left you  I deserve to be betrayed too. I am sorry I can breathe a little better. I am sorry I want more, I want to search, I want to find. I am sorry I don't want to suffocate anymore. I am sorry I want to be found, and be lost anymore. My friend. I ran, reached outside, there is a lot of blur. Everyone and everything is moving, everything makes sense with everything else. Why do I feel that I am not part of this world of everything? I am standing here, I am watching, I am listening. I can breathe more air in here. I like it. There are flowers, there are people who are making beautiful things, I would love to make beautiful things too. There are uncountable possibilities, wow, I wanna do it. I mean why not, may be it was this beautiful soulful art that was calling me. I decided to run behind them, they will ta...